Infertility...

Infertility is the scariest word in the english language. All that I want is to become a mother but unlike most I can't just get pregnant. It is going to involve a lot of dr. appointments, medications, poking and prodding. I'm afraid that I will put my body through all of these unnatural things and still not end up with a beautiful baby. I start my first cycle of clomid soon and I'm afraid that I won't be one of the lucky percent that end up getting pregnant within the first three cycles. The doctor talked so positively because I was pregnant naturally once before but that ended in miscarriage. If I get pregnant and miscarry will I be able to go through that again? I have no idea. I'm scared to death.